Chasing a Dream: One Wave at a Time

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Clarification: My goal is to race from VA to NJ on a Waverunner (jetski) to raise awareness and money for a anti-bullying campaign.

Chasing a Dream: One Wave at a Time

I am fortunate to have enjoyed observing the advancements in personal water crafts over the past three decades; my fascination with jet skis began at the age of fifteen, leading to a role as a jet ski instructor in New Jersey in my late teens and early twenties. Growing up in a water-loving family created a lifelong love of the water, and jet skis served a dual purpose: fueling my teenage interest in speed, to be perfectly frank, and providing an opportunity to travel from Points A to B with the benefit of observing nature along the way. In recent years, I have searched for ways to share this enthusiasm with others, and more importantly, combine that love of jet skis and the water with a philanthropic component. My career has predominantly involved the security sector, which has afforded me the opportunity to assist others on multiple occasions, and made me increasingly aware of the necessity of support for those in need. Philanthropic campaigns to assist at-risk youth and “stomp out” bullying have always drawn my support, and social responsibility themes, particularly in terms of respecting human rights, are appealing to me.

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It has been stated, “No one person can change the world, but we can each do our part.”

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I live in Virginia Beach, Virginia. I began the process of planning this endeavor two decades ago, but when life became very busy at the turn of the century, I put this goal on hold, hoping to reach a point in life where I could resume a dream of combining my passion for jet skis and philanthropic causes. I do not want to regret anything in life, as that is not how I want to leave this planet, nor do I want to be false when telling others to go for their dreams when I have not finished fulfilling mine.

I want my son to look at his dad and say, feel, and/or think I am proud or tell his friends, “That’s my dad!”. I never want him to feel ashamed or bullied for fighting for a positive cause in which he believes. I would like for my son to know that he can overcome and reach his star in the sky regardless of obstacles in his path.

I genuinely believe in people’s ability to change the world into something better. I believe each one of us has the ability to create a canvas unique to each of us to share with the world and guide someone who has yet to find their unique way of letting their canvas to be expressed.

Too many young adults leave our planet before they even start living; many never have the opportunity to attain their goals and dreams. Bullying needs to stop across the board and our youth’s self-esteem needs to grow. If just one thing can spark a child’s dream, then why not give them something for which to strive other than the correctional facility or worse, a life ended before even starting?

So, what is this dream that I intend to fulfill? My goal is to navigate a personal water craft (jet ski) from Virginia Beach to Brick, New Jersey to show to our youth that no matter how much someone or something holds one back, or how degraded one feels, that it is possible to leave the darkness behind. It is possible to stand up for themselves, and there are people on this planet who do understand, and want them to pursue their goals, reach for the stars, and persevere no matter how many times they are knocked down.

So, what is the purpose of this funding campaign? Funds received will go towards the jet ski trip from Virginia Beach to Brick, NJ. During this campaign, I will also be actively seeking support from anti-bullying organizations as I attempt to fulfill my dream, and raise funds for anti-bullying efforts in the process. Thank you for the support and donations towards not only fulfilling my dream, but supporting a vital cause.

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The breakdown of costs will be going towards the following:

·         A large percentage is going to the anti-bullying campaign and stomp out bullying initiative $5000.00+

·         Technical Advisors:  i.e. mechanics, ”Paid Licensed Captains” stationed vessels  along the route for refuel, safety checkpoints, support, and EMT’s, possible medical doctor  $3000.00+

·         Partial amount will go towards the Personal Water Craft for this undertaking for safety reasons.

·         Go-Pro cameras for documenting the trip $500+

·         Music and video support- media consultant for website, maintaining, creating, editing, and producing multiple short clip videos, picture collages, a documentary video, YouTube Channel, and publications related to this campaign.  3000.00+

·         Personal safety equipment that is not already available: i.e.- Emergency locator, helmet, more flares, smoke,  extra VHF long range two way radio $1500.00+

·         Everyone who contributes towards this endeavor will receive something regardless of how small or large of a donation. $2000.00+ in give a ways.

·         Your names, organizations, or businesses will be added to the overall documentary: If permission is granted.

·         All donors will be mentioned if permission is granted

·         Paper supplies

·         Ink

·         Card Stock

·         Envelopes

·         Thank You Cards for everyone who is involved

https://www.gofundme.com/chasing-a-dream-one-wave-at-time

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Clarification: My goal is to race from VA to NJ on a Waverunner (jetski) to raise awareness and money for a anti-bullying campaign.

To Think or Not to Think

20161221_160829-animationHello readers, I sit here looking at my screen deciding on the topic for today’s post. I recently returned from a great kayaking workout on December 31, 2016 and my creative juices are flowing. It’s a tradition I stick to every year regardless of weather. One thing I will continue to state is if you are going to venture out onto the water during winter months, be safe, be prepared, and be smart.  Just the other day another kayaker lost his life and this type of loss is always disheartening to hear. My sympathies go to the family of this man.  20161214_082557020161214_08280220161214_111941So, what do I write about? Money, social media, my son and his priceless expressions I get to enjoy watching, my thoughts on socially controversial topics, my future book in the editing phase, boats, planes, trains, automobiles, etc.?  Scientific innovations?  The 7 wonders of the world?  Entrepreneurship? I would like to talk about anything that may motivate someone to do something that he or she enjoys. I can sit here, yell and scream, but let’s face it.  Although I do not mind being assertive, because some need that tough love shit to get motivated, I would prefer to keep this post positive, a tint of humor, with a dash of entertainment. I guess my near death experiences could be a topic of interest? (There have been multiple experiences, and it is scary thinking about it.)  For example, think about a soft cover jeep rocketing into the exosphere only to come back down to the troposphere, with the tail slapping a tree, igniting on fire like spaceX’s Falcon 9 rocket and landing into a creek at the bottom of a cliff. That one was a mouthful. I walked away from that experience with a different perspective. We can talk about water accidents, too – i.e., hypothermia, heat exhaustion, crashes, deaths, blacking out, and my, oh my, the list goes on.  So, where does one begin to write when there are so many topics from which to choose? Just what do writers decide to write about when there are so many potential options?    What drives the writer?20161214_15192820161214_152038A thought came to mind and one of which I am confident a few readers may have experienced.  How many of you may have had at least one person tell you one of the following:  Don’t think too much; You’re overthinking it; You are thinking too much; or my favorite, Your brain must be on fire.    What the osmosis is that?   I would like to hear from the readers and their thoughts on why people might say such things. Please add them to comment box below.

I am just free writing and trying to show my sense of humor. It’s a new year and new possibilities.

I would like to think that there are plenty of individuals on this planet that think about everything or whatever factor that piques their interest, and especially if it benefits not just oneself, but others as well?  Consider the term “think tank”.  People get paid for thinking and who wouldn’t want to be paid for thinking on multiple levels? Now, the likelihood that each of these individuals has a degree (or multiple degrees) is high, but what about those without a degree who are paid for using a skill that think tanks love? If someone has a talent, or capability to brainstorm with certain given subject matters for which companies or entities pay, should these individuals be allowed to use their gift even without paper credentials?  What do you think?   I’m curious to hear your thoughts.20161214_16130020161216_120024Here is another question. Do our memories become opportunities for reflection during certain times? Do we as humans continuously think about some topic regardless of anything we might try to do not to think? I kayak to do just that and sometimes kayak for longer durations than other kayaking workouts, but I know I am still thinking, using my brain, my frontal lobe working together with the motor and sensory cortexes, shaking hands with the broca’s area so I can write this post with some humor. I want to think. I enjoy thinking. I want to use my brain. I want to learn. I want to continue growing and utilizing that muscle. I would like to think that others would as well. We are all students in this life; in my opinion we all continue learning daily.20161219_17061520161231_083241I guess I found something to write about after all, because I just keep on typing. The brain. I love it. Just the term, “brain,” is intriguing.  What an unbelievable organ we each possess and yet so many people take for granted how vulnerable we really are when it comes to our brains.  The following example made me scratch my head, however.  One day, while hanging out with a few individuals, the subject of due process in the court of law, particularly, the topic of torture, whether sanctioned or not, became the topic of conversation, particularly where we each stood on this subject.  The person who initiated this subject matter opened a can of worms with this topic, because no one wanted to talk about it and when he asked what my position on this matter was he almost started a fist fight with me when he heard my response, simply because my response was not what he wanted to hear.  He immediately became confrontational.  How ironic considering the question he posed!  The good vibes in the area completely vanished as he, the originator of the question, became agitated from the logical responses I provided – prior to being interrupted by his temper. Have you ever watched a minnow swimming in a small cup? The minnow is in a small cup bouncing and flopping around.  Interestingly enough, we barely spoke after that day – purely over a difference in perspective for a question he posed to the group.  The others in the group were reticent on the topic, but I firmly believe in speaking my mind, particularly if someone opens the door on a topic which interests me.new-jersey-december-2016-530tripWe should cherish our freedom of speech, my readers.  If you ask a question, particularly one that is on a complex and highly-emotional topic, you better be prepared for an answer. Did I think too deeply on this post? About what shall I write next? After today we have another 363 days of learning to go for this year.

See you in the next post.

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Mirrors Reflections:

It’s easy to look at someone else and compare your life with theirs, but that’s not your life, so why do we do this? Why do we compare ourselves with others?  I look around and see thousands of faces. I look into their eyes and I see anger, passion, ambition, admiration, fear, concern, confusion, love, curiosity, among others, as if a mirror is reflecting everything I myself have endured and experienced, and continue to pull back the curtain of life’s everlasting questions of what are we on this planet to do.

Do we speak of these things or do we just brush these realities under the carpet, so no one can see our true nature? Should I use fancy or brusque words to cause a ripple in the pond that may or may not rock the boat?  I am human as are we all. I know of pain, love, etc. – just as you. So why do people continue to hide from themselves?

Why do we hide from the reflection in the mirror?

What makes one human being better than another?

If you take away everything and stand as equals, what is left?

So, I sit here and I type and knowing all too well many individuals DO NOT GIVE A FUCK! Oops, taboo broken. Ripple in the pond rocking the boat. Have you ever considered the fact that a boat is meant to be rocked?  I curse a lot, so what! Oh My God! I have a mouth and an attitude problem.

I can use whatever words I choose, from the sophisticated to the repulsive.  Here is what I have learned over the years, although sometimes I wonder.  You can curb your language, so you don’t come across as a complete asshole, but the truth is I am (or at least can be) an asshole.  What did I just say? You don’t live 20, 30, 40+ years without learning the true nature of human beings and their capabilities. Don’t lie to yourself if you think someone will always be nice to you. That is not reality.

This is reality:

If you let someone continue to hurt you, they will.

If you let someone continue to manipulate you, they will.

Now, why did I say I was an asshole (or at least can be)?

I try to stand up for myself (AS YOU ALL SHOULD)  and sometimes the ones I stand up to have the power to manipulate those around them, or maybe someone will try intimidation tactics, or speak ill of me, or maybe someone is trying or just tried to pick a fight with me for some convoluted reason, but the fact remains that when I do stand up for myself, people take that as a sign of disrespect, which to me is ass backwards.  If someone is trying to tarnish your name/reputation, what do you do? If someone is trying to break your spirit, what do you do? If someone is trying to force you out of place of employment, business, or anywhere you want to enjoy your time or earn money, what do you do? What do you do when you will not submit to other’s perspectives?  You stand up for yourself.  So, if that makes me an asshole in your eyes, because I speak my mind, then I guess I’m an asshole.  I’m not here to placate others.  That crap was grade school antics, which by the way are alive and well in some of the adult behavior I witness. I want to see people succeed and not be pushed down. Don’t get me wrong, I act like a child myself, because I am the parent of an infant and often make funny faces and speak “baby talk” in my child’s presence.

The bottom line:  If you try to break a person who has already been broken you will lose every time!

Be yourself.

Fight for your passions.

Stand up for your ideologies.

See you in the next post.

Sunshine Blogger Award

Sunshine Blogger Award

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Thank you to for nominating me. Their blog /360exposure EXPLORE – LIFESTYLE – TRAVEL.  It was a tremendous surprise to be nominated for this award, I certainly had fun answering the questions. I look forward to reading the responses to our questions posed to our nominees.

Rules of the Sunshine Blogger Award:

  • Thank the person who nominated you and link back to their blog.
  • Answer the eleven questions set by the person who nominated you.
  • Nominate eleven other blogs and give them eleven questions to answer.
  • List the rules and display the Sunshine Blogger Award logo in your post.

Our answers to  questions:

What made you start blogging?  After years of not excelling in school, I realized I had a passion for writing, and was good at it (with a little bit of assistance from my wife in terms of grammar ) ;).  Writing and sharing my thoughts helps to release years of locked-away pain.

If money was no object, what would you do?  If only this were the case, but my “flight of fancy” would be to purchase a charter boat, and join my father in his charter fishing business.  On a charitable note, one day, I would like to purchase 1,000 kites and share them with one or more youth centers; this would be one way to encourage our youth to appreciate the outdoors and have fun.

What do you prefer Marine or Terrestrial environments?  Marine environments

If you were a kid and you knew then what you know now. Would you have chosen a different profession and what would it be?  That’s a hard question to answer because I wouldn’t be where I am today if not for my past, but I would have loved to have worked in the field of cyber-security, joined a special forces unit, or pursued medical school with an emphasis on the use of nanotechnology in medical research.

Do you prefer sweet or savory? Savory

If you could save one animal on the planet which animal would it be? The Panther

Favourite music genre and/or band? 80s rock

If you could earn a salary from blogging, would you do it?   Without hesitation.

What are your views and thoughts on global population numbers?  The exponential increase in the global population does create concern, particularly in reference to the possibility (and likelihood) of further reduction or waste of natural resources.

Where do you live now? If you had to move to a foreign country where would you go to? I live in the US, but if we had to move, it would be England, Ireland, or The Yukon

When was the last time you spent the entire day without your cellphone and/or iPad? Quite a while.

Our blog nominations:

nature has no boss

The darkest fairytale

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STORYTELLER

MIRACLES EACH DAY

Enchanted Forests

Eyes + Words

Vonj Productions

Cradle of Joy

The Evolutionary Mind

Be Like Water

Questions to our nominees:

What made you start blogging?

What are your views and thoughts on global population numbers?

What was the last book you read?

Why did you select this book?

Do you think the internet makes the world a smaller place or larger?

Do you think social media provides a positive environment for users/ why or why not?

Do you think human beings at their core are really good?

What’s your favorite color?

What is your favorite outdoor activity?

What is the best piece of advice you ever received?

What is your favorite season of the year?

Once again Thank you to for nominating me. Check out their blog /360exposure  

See you in the next post.

Lightning Through the Heart

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There are many important measures in place today that benefit communities; to me health and safety and law enforcement entities such as EMS/Fire/Police/Game Wardens and Park Rangers are a major component of community development.  Each carries a vital life-saving piece of equipment (an AED), one which everyone should know how to operate – let alone how to perform CPR effectively.

My experiences over the last decade or so have increased my personal appreciation for understanding how to perform CPR/First Aid and how to operate a device known as the automated external defibrillator, or (AED) for short.  More importantly, through practice I have gained the confidence within myself to focus and how to effectively try to assist someone during a life threatening situation, should such a situation occur.

As a CPR/AED/First Aid First Responder instructor, I was able to contribute to society the significance of life-saving tools.  While some take CPR classes purely to fulfill a job requirement, others do so out of a genuine desire to be able to provide assistance when necessary.  It is a privilege to instruct CPR / First Aid courses; there is nothing better than knowing that you have taught others how to potentially save a life. The American Red Cross and the American Heart Association are two of the top organizations for offering anyone life-saving skills.  Both organizations have their own methodologies, but the rewards are far greater than the costs.

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One of those rewards is the life-saving benefit of an AED.  With our technology today a child could operate an AED.  AEDs will tell you what to do and when to do it. It does not get any more straightforward. That is excellent for those who have never seen, operated, or even heard of an AED. An automated external defibrillator (AED) is a device that will send a current of electricity through your body, specifically, the heart, to reset the electrical current to a normal rhythm.  Your heart is a pump that is pushing blood and oxygen throughout your body so you can live. Your heart as well as your entire body is run off of electrical impulses which tell your body what to do.  During a heart attack the muscles in your heart stop working as they should be.  This is called Myocardial Infarction or MI. This is because the electrical impulses synchronizing your hearts tempo has stopped the oxygenated blood from performing its main function which is keeping you alive.

Heart attacks are not a joke and will kill you if you do not take them serious. (You may die!) There are two types of issues transpiring when the electrical impulses of your heart are malfunctioning. One is called Ventricular Tachycardia (V-tach), when electrical impulses are firing so rapidly it is causing your heart valves not to function. The second is called Ventricular Fibrillation (V-fib), when electrical impulses are firing so unpredictably it is causing total electrical chaos and your heart is like an engine revving it’s rpms, but nothing is happening. This again is causing your heart valves not to function properly which are needed for pumping your oxygenated blood effectivity in a steady rhythm.

A heart attack is a loss of O2 circulating through your heart muscles causing your heart to work harder to pump the O2 throughout your body, in order to keep your brain and vital organs functioning properly.  This is similar to an engine; the pistons need to run smoothly in the chambers to work.  A cardiac arrest is when you are in real trouble, because your heart just stopped beating and or is too weak to pump anything and now you may be as close as 10 minutes away from death.  That’s right, I said 10 minutes. The pistons have stopped moving; therefore the engine is inoperable.

Think about this. Put yourself in your dream location anywhere you want to place yourself.   You are in your dream location, perhaps visiting the Eiffel Tower in Paris, the Vatican in Rome, KilKenny in Ireland, or simply in your kitchen at home, and you are suddenly unconscious, not breathing, without a pulse, and you are about to never see your loved ones again. You are lifeless, have no control, and helpless.    It is not like you can start CPR on yourself or slap those pads on yourself. So, you are dead and every single time that tic on the clock tocks away you lose a 10% chance of surviving every single minute that passes.

I know I would want to have someone around who would jump in to perform CPR and or use an AED on me. One of the most basic human instincts is survival and a desire to live. If my chances are within surviving a 10-minute window, from the time my heart stops until an AED is zapping me in the hopes that my heart would rectify its rhythm, I would want every minute.

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Having the knowledge and ability to save a life is an invaluable asset, although that knowledge can be a burden, too, when all life-saving efforts fail.  I applaud those who work in this capacity on a daily basis – i.e., EMS, fire, police, military personnel, etc.   I appreciate the reality that I have the knowledge and ability to perform life-saving measures when, and / or if, necessary.  For those who have never taken a CPR course, think about how this is not necessarily a large investment of your time or money initially (to take the course), but can be invaluable in the long run if and / or when you may have the opportunity to save a life. Would you rather know a little bit about how to perform CPR or use an AED, or would you prefer to think, “Well’s that will never happen to me”? Personally – I would prefer to have the necessary tools and knowledge rather than operate purely on hope that someone else will.

Take the time and believe me you will be happier knowing that if a situation arises and if you are called upon the assist, then you will know the basics of human survival. Staying alive…In one of my previous posts I discuss a singular moment when I had to use this priceless knowledge and knowing what to do rather than not helped in keeping my wits in the situation.  It was a tragic day nonetheless, but knowing how to at least help someone settles my nerves just that much more. I call that piece of mind.

See you in the next post.

The Successful Kayaker

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This post will mainly focus on two often-ignored concepts these days: respect and common sense. One of my favorite quotes, “I’ve never responded well to entrenched negative thinking,” stated by the late David Bowie, comes to mind.  When I am on the water or near the water I am happy. So, when I kayak or when I have been the individual behind the wheel of any vessel, I have always taken this responsibility pretty seriously. Why? Because the water has no mercy and the inherent dangers are, in my opinion, greater on the water than on / in other mediums.  Experience tends to teach one a thing or two about the respect for nature.

Furthermore, regardless of what anyone tells you, particularly from the naysayers who tell you something cannot be done, don’t pay them any mind and do it anyway. Don’t let anyone ever talk you out of doing something that makes sense to you. Don’t let anyone ever tell you that you are stupid for even trying. The following is a very short synopsis of a highly detailed plan to kayak from Virginia to New Jersey. The endless remarks, looks, and outlandish comments I heard in reference to this ocean kayaking expedition could fill a book.

A buddy with whom I kayaked regularly, and, by the way, this was an individual who had far less experience on the water than me, had planned to join me on this ocean kayaking expedition.  Even though he had less experience with water, this was not a journey my family wanted me to make – at least without arousing great concern – on my own.   I am not the know all, do all, superman of water, but I have had my time card punched with my share of logged water time, so I am confident when I venture out into the big blue.  Initially, my buddy wondered why I kayaked so much and why I was training so hard. He had no idea what my ocean kayaking plans entailed, but once he heard the plan, he wanted to go and his mind was set, so I decided why not.  He was on board and I put into action the VA to NJ trip; it was no longer a solo trip and I now had to plan for two, but this made my wife happy, because, believe me, she was NOT thrilled I was doing this trip, and even more so because I was going at it alone.   So, the training began; like a mako shark eating a yellowfin tuna, I was practicing for this crazy idea of mine and I was determined to make it happen.

Training on all fronts continued at an even faster pace now, mentally and physically. My co-pilot knew I had maps upon maps, charts, tidal maps and times, weather conditions from past to present to analyze the weather and marine patterns, and I had real time feed, gear, and pretty much anything that one could think of to do a trip of this nature. This was no hop on a Ferris wheel, go around and get off-type of ride and so the training and preparation needed to be just as such and it was. It was difficult, but with a purpose of a reward at the end.

The water has no mercy and if you treat water as a joke, then you will die. That is the bottom line when dealing with water in this type of excursion or anytime you venture out in to the water in such a manner. You will die if you do not take it seriously; one should always have respect for the ocean. So, nonstop preparations were underway. I even got my father involved because he is a captain and a damn good one, so I trust his judgements in these matters. At first, though, I was very reluctant on sharing this with him. My dad is the type of man that if you tell him you are going to do something, then you do it or at least try. I like to think I did make him a little proud.

Practice, practice, practice, and more practice. I would watch people on the shore line just watching me practice and then I would hear the commentaries, and, at times, harassment, regarding my ocean kayaking adventure.  However, they were watching from the safety of land.  Hell, I would have loved if other people wanted to sign up and join in; that would have made the trip even safer in numbers. If anything it would have been interesting to have other kayakers on the water even if it was just to practice with me for the day.

So, one day my co-pilot and I were training; even though I had noticed certain behaviors even before this day, I chose to brush it off until I knew without a doubt something was going on. You see, when you are on the water you need to understand the simplest to the most complex situations that may or could occur.  You need to be able to trust that your colleague or co-pilot will be there for you just in case. That notorious “just-in-case” situation always lurks in the back of your mind. That is what keeps you alive – the reality that you know the dangers, but you are prepared for the possibility and will face them with sound judgment. Would you jump into a body of water without a wetsuit/dry suit knowing that you could freeze to death when you have the gear available at hand?  Case closed!

As the trip date neared, I made preparations for time off of work and one last practice run before the big trip; I repeatedly received questions from my co-workers about why I wanted to kayak on the ocean across several states.  The memory of those repeated questions is what prompted this particular blog post. If anything, my critics just pissed me off to the point where I just pushed myself even harder. I found that people like to talk shit about things they want to be doing themselves, but just don’t, and when they see someone actively pursuing a goal, it brings out the worst in people. I experienced this. I remember this and I will continue to write about this.   As Grant Cardone would say, NO NEGATIVITY ALLOWED!

So, the trip was just around the corner and my gut was telling me to cancel the trip, because something was just not right. With a trip such as this you have to take everything into consideration and my gut is and was a major factor in everything I did or do. I just needed to know without a doubt that I could depend on my co-pilot if something went wrong, not just for my safety, but for his as well. We were on our last practice session and before I even unloaded my gear, I noticed my co-pilot was out in the water drunk as a skunk, and high as a kite.  I decided to forego the kayaking expedition due to my co-pilot’s pattern of behavior; his thoughts were “let’s just do it and if we need help, we can just contact the Coast Guard for rescue”. I had a different plan of action; after all, I was ready, prepped, and focused on this trip and my number one concern was if this guy would be able to save himself – or me – if necessary.  Perfectly rational and honest concerns…

I started from day one with this guy telling him all the dangers involved, what could or would go wrong even in the best of weather conditions, but my gut was telling me he had not heard any of this. I asked him straight out if he was using heroin again and the reply was yes. I had my answer to one, my gut feeling, two his mental state, and three the decision to cancel the trip. Now, I was pissed to no end, because I felt I let down a lot of people and more importantly myself. I knew I would receive “I told you so” from all of the naysayers; in the end, though, I was the one who prevailed. I was the one who acquired indispensable knowledge. I was the one who put into action my idea, one which prompted a lot of criticism from others.  In looking back, I realized I made the right decision (that is a “no-brainer” when your colleague is using), and I still kayaked over 400 miles anyway in preparation, an accomplishment no one can take away from me.

The possibility of a future trip still lingers in the recesses of my mind; I haven’t decided if I will make the trip, but it is still on my list of things to check off and chalk up to experience.   What is on your “bucket” or “to-do” list? Have you attempted any of your significant goals, or have you received criticism for your goals in life?

Go after what you feel is right, even if it just starts off as a simple idea in your mind. What if you don’t try and ask yourself later, why I didn’t at least start? If it is attainable, then why not try to attain that specific goal. It will be difficult to ignore those who will question every single action, particularly when you are trying to improve yourself as a person, but as long as you stand up for yourself, and know in your eyes that you are doing right, then why not attempt your goals, dreams, that personal “to-do” list, or a long-standing bucket list. I am and I will continue to do so. I hope you will fight for something that means something to you, regardless of whether it is earning a GED, going back to college, quitting drinking or smoking, etc., or standing up for your beliefs, then that is better than nothing. If it is writing or speaking for a living and if millions of dollars are your goal then you will definitely have to start with who is looking at you in the mirror. Something is better than nothing. More of something is better than something.  Every day you keep working towards that goal it is a better day.

As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them. John F. Kennedy

I can’t change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination. Jimmy Dean

Believe you can and you’re halfway there. Theodore Roosevelt

See you in the next post.

Teardrops Of Salt

OH’ Teary eyes

Please watch my soul

Please watch my families souls

Should our sky fill with ashes and this is the end

Please do not pretend Oh father

There I wait upon the horizon

Oceans Smells, Swells upon swells, watching the seagull flocks from the docks

Set me adrift with the pitch of the winds

Spin and spin the turbine begins

 

See you in the next post.